18 DPO

or CD3. whatever.

Yeahhh another stinky BFN. I was disappointed...but I can't stay disappointed. We have to keep our heads up and keep moving forward. That's that.

Our KD has made an appointment for tomorrow to get things checked out on his end. Maybe he has a low count or low motility? We should know something by the end of the week. Depending on the results we either: 1. Have me checked out (if his results come back normal) & then go from there. 2. Move on to February armed with a better timing plan...wait for the dang smiley, no more jumping the gun. 3. Move on to our other -more local- KD. I really really want things to work out with KD#1...I know I've said before that's the most ideal plan...but I also wanted to have a baby while I was 25. That plan is slowly fading too. I still consider us lucky to pretty much have our choice of FREE baby making materials. It will work when our stars line up and the universe is ready to give us our baby. I know that.

We found out yesterday a couple of people we know locally are trying to start a family too!! This is so so so exciting :) We have been trying to find a couple like us on this roller coaster to better relate to. I know we have a great support system, but try as they might no straight couple will ever understand what it takes for us to bring home a baby. So having another gay couple right in our own hometown is going to be a wonderful thing. We plan to meet up next week to chat about our methods, disappointments and all things baby :) I can't wait!

For now, we have a busy little week ahead of us. Our friends' daughter's 4th birthday celebration is this evening. Tomorrow Mom and I are going to get supplies for our camping adventure this weekend and Courtney has class. Wednesday I'm going to prenatal yoga with my sister in law (I am officially crazy I think). Courtney has class and I will be vegging out on the couch Thursday. Mom and I leave for Girl Scout camp Friday afternoon. --we go every year with a small group of girls (from our old troop) and our moms to kind of catch up on each others lives...its always a good time!!-- I don't know what Courtney is going to get into this weekend...maybe she will move some furniture around ;)

That's about all there is to catch up on now.